Strong Heart

Assalamualaikum w.b.t

its okay to cry, they said..

its not that i'm not crying..

i do cry

a lot..

inside..

but this heart is numb already

too much pain to endure

too much

it wont feel a thing anymore

that's how broken my heart is

its okay, it will be okay, 

it wont be long, it wont stay,

just endure it for a while,

it will go away

that's what i said to myself..

to those who worried about me

i'm okay

because i'm good at enduring

because i have this numb heart with me

i wont feel pain anymore

though it hurt really..

because i have people like u too worry bout me

because i have Allah with me

because i have Allah with me :')

i pray for a strong heart

and He did gave me one

Alhamdulillah

thank you Allah